Happiness

Happiness is when you are straggling for 29 months to get united with your soul-mate and you never give up while passing through so many difficulties and barriers. And finally when the day comes you don't know what you feel, how to behave and suddenly you see a miracle.

Standing at  the airport waiting hall I was really not feeling anything. I knew only that there would come someone to whom I had been talking in skype 22 hours ago. And everything was so usual as it had been for all the time we spent together ...in the net.

Yes, I met him in the net, fell in love through phone and kept my relationship in skype. So what? But doubts and frustration never left me...

It took only one second, one sight to fill up my senses with unexplainable feeling of being fulfilled and complete. No if and but, no doubt , no cry, just endless happiness...

A new phase in our life

Finally there is a light at the end of the tunnel. It seems like it wаsn't us waiting for such a long time, struggling, hoping, believing, falling in desperation, again standing up and trying our best to pave the way to our dream.

During this time we both managed to pass through all kind of soul and mind states: from happiness for each achievement to the deep depression (yes, even him). But we were always together even when it felt that no hope is left we still were holding on each other- hand in hand.

Now changes have come. First I applied for a scholarship to study in Delhi for 2 months and got the approval. Sigh ! Finally I can visit the city I am planning to live after marriage. Yet 3 months are left till I board the plane to fly to my sweetheart. Till then the struggle is not over. We still need to get visa for him to visit Armenia. And Oh My GOD he got it after 1 month.

Now we are planning our so much longed visits and formalization of our relationship. From now onwards everything will change and our near future will be full of events.

After 22 days my sweetheart will land in Armenia and we'll have 3 weeks to get used to the new form of our relationship, get engaged, as well as meet the group members and start the structural and legal establishment of our organization. So lots of things to plan for 22 days and to realize  within 20 days. After that I will continue working and getting ready for my trip to India in the meantime. I hope to enjoy it and get as much inspiration and enjoyment so that I would have the strong will to leave my country and move to another one - so diverse and new to me....

I feel I need courage and enthusiasm and of course the support of my dear ones to face all these changes. Hope they understand me and will help me smile while entering the new phase of my live where nothing will be same as it was till now....